Thursday, March 31, 2005
Lonely.
Don't know why.
You've been missing in Her life.
There is something about you,
that she cannot leave behind.
And there is a whole part of you,
that needs to be re-lit in Her.
Do you know?
Can you do this all again?
Or could you not?
Or should there come a time when
She should make a choice?
prancing to your tune
11:57 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
See it's not that difficult after all.
To pay a little more attention.
To make me feel on top of the world.
Give me time to recover.
And keep this up.
In no time I should be good.
And I shall fall in love with you again.
And things would be like as they always were.
Then hold my hand
and twirl me around.
Dancing to your tune.
Following your body's curve.
That familiar tune.
Don't lose me again.
prancing to your tune
2:11 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
With all your love
And all your want to try
You overwhelm me sometimes
But somethings' aren't right already
I don't seem to be trying
Something is missing
Maybe I don't want you to try
I seem to anticipate disappointment
Seemingly no sense of loss
Detachment is real
I wished I knew
How to make it right again
prancing to your tune
6:46 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
In the dark you came along
Silent like it has always been
Unspoken emotions uncovered
Behind that door
Unspoken desires
We said them all
As in the dark
We hide them away
This door left unclosed
I wait for you to return again
This door left unclosed
Or did you tug at the knob today?
prancing to your tune
11:58 PM
You open the door
You snap at me
For something I didn't do
For something I was not even aware of
Looking forward to things getting better
But the bubble burst
The thought faded
Are we not trying hard enough?
I don't know what I should do next
prancing to your tune
11:24 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
The Fairy once learnt to be strong.
Not to NEED the presence of the Prince.
And in this ability to remain in solitude,
without the presence nor the call of Him,
She finds herself sliding away.
Afraid that hurt would befall upon Her once more,
She found Herself detached from this affair.
prancing to your tune
2:16 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Intuition.
She seems to know.
He's about to turn his back.
Walk away.
It's hard not to be jaded.
And be guided by innocence.
Fear creeps.
He is so unpredictable.
No one can tell tomorrow.
The feeling is strong.
It won't be this moment.
But it seems to be soon.
Or maybe it's just a whole lot of imagination.
She's not losing hope.
Neither is She afraid of losing him.
Wait wait wait and see.
prancing to your tune
1:36 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
She was tired, weak.
She needed rest.
She needed comfort.
She needed you.
You returned.
You were tired.
You needed rest.
You couldn't listen.
You gave no attention.
You left a void.
Unaddressed.
With a gentle voice, you made it seem all right.
But She does not feel that way.
Something, somewhere is not right.
How do they right a wrong?
prancing to your tune
2:11 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
The Fairy's teamates have arrived.
Set a date.
Time to chill.
Bask in the sun.
By the lake.
Sipping tea.
Laughter in the air.
Of innocence.
Or girlishness.
Simple idleness.
Oh how She looks forward.
prancing to your tune
2:05 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
In my emptiness
I crave your love
I crave for you to listen
I crave for you to fill my void
You close your ears
You did not hear
You did not know then
But you seemed to close your heart too
It turned out all right
Though it is not the same
Something is missing
Something is wrong
Maybe it is just me
You never said a thing
When I am drained
You go on
Continue to suck me dry
prancing to your tune
10:30 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Straying heart.
Distracted mind.
You appear once more.
I lose my focus.
I seem to want to give everything else up.
Just to know what it'd be like.
If we could have a day
To know if what we always thought could be real.
Our missed oppurtunities.
Our messed up chances.
This door unclosed.
Can I walk in here?
prancing to your tune
10:13 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
Her body is tired.
Her mind a mess.
Energy drained.
Too many thoughts.
No one to speak to.
To walk in the rain.
To groove to this beat.
To have his touch.
To shed a tear.
Her body softens.
Muscles not tensed.
She awakes to 7am skylight through these blinds.
Tea mates.
Flit through their own.
Laughter. Delirium.
She needs.
She needs.
You.
Come back soon.
And make her smile.
prancing to your tune
2:35 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
The Fairy misses Her prince.
She flits and flits and She needs time to breathe.
She's tired.
She wants Her Prince.
For comfort. For rest.
To fall into deep deep slumber.
In Her nights of fantasy and magic.
She wants to drift away.
prancing to your tune
1:36 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
The Fairy is a happy one.
Flits Herself through this thing called Love. Life.
Bliss.
Awaiting tomorrows.
prancing to your tune
8:06 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
The Fairy is excited.
Anticipating changes in Her life.
She needs challenges.
Progress.
She waits for Her Prince to return.
His love has amazingly overwhelmed her of late.
Bliss.
prancing to your tune
1:45 PM
