Saturday, July 24, 2004
The Prince!The Prince!She beams!
Trying not to keep her hopes up.Yet soaking in the excitement of the latest turn of events.A sharp turn I must say.And the thrill.Woohoo!
What will it be tomorrow?She cannot wait.
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7:40 AM
The Prince!The Prince!She beams!
Trying not to keep her hopes up.Yet soaking in the new excitement of the latest turn of events.A sharp corner i must say.And the thrill.Woohoo!
What will it be tomorrow?She cannot wait.
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7:38 AM
Monday, July 19, 2004
Standing at a crossroad.
Turning left,I'll live for myself.
Fulfilling my own goals.My own pleasure.
Turning right,I'll bring Him Glory.
Fulfilling His purpose for me.
Assured of His promises.Of His rewards.
And He will give me all I need for the road after the right turn.
(2 Pet 1:3)
Like His Sacrificial Lamb, I want to finish the work that He gave me to do.
(John 17:4)
The road is tough.It may be tougher.
But He never said it would be easy.He only said it would be worth it.
I cannot hide from His presence like I cannot deny the existence of the sun.
And so I shall not run away.
But I will stand in awe.In His light.
And only in that light will He lead me through the road ahead.
/The Little Fairy of the Pea
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8:15 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
Worship The King
Walking down the road called life
Thinking how my world has changed
Since I met the saving Grace
Of the man they called Jesus Christ
People come and people go,
Something's in and then it's out
One thing that remains the same
Is the Love I've found in Jesus Christ
No He's not just an ordinary guy
He's supernatural in all ways
He's not just in my imagination
He is real in everyway
I will stand in awe
I will stand in awe
Worship the King of Glory
Open up the doors
Lift up the gates
The King of Glory
May He enter in
May His power fall
May His glory fill
All the earth
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2:22 PM
Heavy laden am I
My heart is aching inside
I'm broken
All my worries,my pain
My soul soaked in this rain
Is leaving me empty
I need You to fill me now
I need You to lift my heart
For You are my comfort
Jesus
I need You in my life
Take away my human desires
Jesus
Fill me with Your love
I lift this broken heart to You
/The Little Fairy of the Pea
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2:16 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
The Fairy and the Prince.
Are we talking about them again?
Apparently so.
Of comfort zones and tidal changes.
Of stubbornness and expectations.
The Prince does not,at all,want to allow anything else into his life.
The Fairy does not expect him to stop trusting The One who knows all.
She does not expect him to stop giving his life to the service of Him.
The Fairy does not expect him to give up his passion.
All she wants is a little willingness in him.
To possibly allow something else in this life he has known so well.
A little willingness to listen to something more.
Something new.Something different.
The same willingness The Fairy once allowed into her life.
Not that she needs a return of what she has done.
But what they have always shared.Wasn't it all True.
In all that Trueness,where is the desire?
The desire to continue seeking that Trueness in their lives.
It seems the desire is no more in the Prince.
How does Trueness become untrue?It does not.
So what about it all being once True?
The Fairy is falling in love with The One she calls her Saviour.
And it is overwhelming her simple heart.
And in that new found love,she finds herself wanting to love the Prince in ways beyond rationalism.To give her all to the Prince.And in that all,to The One.Selfless.
How does she comprehend something as such?
She has understood the purpose of the pain.The hurt.
But she cannot understand the choice of the Prince.
When will she come to understand?
Maybe she does not want to understand.
How about if the Prince come to understand her?
prancing to your tune
1:51 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
The man I love.
He's tall.Dark.And handsome.
Ok so he's not gorgeous.But his smile is the most true as can be.
He's got a body of a warrior.
But the heart of a priest.
His eyes droop with Sincerity.Honesty.
And beams at the simple joy in Truth.
His hands move only in Kindness.
His embrace,a tower of comfort and strength.
Innocence is his charm.
He,with whom I want to share the giving of Glory to The Man i love.
The Man I love.
I do not know His height.Nor if He is tanned.Much less His facial features.
His smile,though I do not see,is True.
He is my Warrior.
He is my Priest.
He is Sincere.He is Honest.
And He gives the simple joy in Truth.
All of Him is Kindness.
He alone gives Comfort.He alone gives Strength.
Innocent is His charge.
He,to whom together with the man I love,I want to give all Glory due.
/The Little Fairy of the Pea
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3:17 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
"Do you see what a loving Father I have been? That I have loved you enough to cause the pain to draw you to Myself?"
The Fairy is beginning to comprehend.To see the picture.
And it has brought Her a certain kind of Hope.Not Hope by itself.It alone disappoints remember?A kind of trust in The One who knows all.A kind of trust that is without fear.
"'...come on; let's explore this together." Some of you are at that place right now. Some of you are at that place where the Lord is saying, "I want you to just begin to study the Catholic faith, to take it seriously enough to give it a hearing." And you've said, "No, no, no," and the Lord is now saying, "Come on, come with me. It isn't mindless. It isn't emotionalism. Come on and explore. Let's do this pilgrimage together." My heart was truly set free with a joy to study."
Lord, I will go wherever you want me to go. I will say whatever you want me to say. I will do whatever you want me to do. I will give away whatever you want me to give away.
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2:36 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Accepting and trusting The Word of The One who knows all is so difficult.Not that She does not want to.The Fairy knows she should and more so,She knows She wants to.For all glory is what She wants to offer to The One.To give up everything to follow Him.All obedience.
But no one can ever teach trust.How do you go about doing it?The answer really is-simply trust.But how?When the canniving Doubt creeps in and out of your head.In the world of mechanical minds,everyone is blind without a practical method.
Someone show The Fairy how.
All She can ask for is Grace.Grace from The One who knows all.For only His Grace is sufficient for Her.And Everyone else.Grace She may not deserve but Grace is what She will seek.And grace is what will be given for It is already given.She just has to trust.
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4:01 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Just what exactly is the Fairy dealing with now?Inside Her,she is sadly confused,confusedly sad.
She is dealing with the loss of a soulmate.Not that they cannot be soulmates anymore.But it will take some time before She can treat the Prince normally.For now,the soulmate connection is fuzzy.
The loss of a companion.Someone who she enjoyed so much the company of.
Aloneness.Loneliness.
The loss of her comfort zone.For things have changed.
The loss of a direction.For they once had plans.Plans with faith.
The loss of a constant support of her relationship with The One who knows all.
She is also dealing with acceptance.The acceptance of reality.
The acceptance of the Word of the One who knows all.And to support wholly the surrender to Him.
She yearns to cry for there is sadness within.But the trying to deal is telling Her to be strong.And She can only tear.Depending not on Herself,but on the strength of the One who knows all.She knows she can get through this.
prancing to your tune
11:24 PM
